dEAtH

You think you're life is perfect, you think you have everything and everyone you’ll ever need, and you take people for granted. And you should, you shouldn’t live life worrying all the time.. You should live life to its fullest and love every minute of it. But what happens when something unexpected happens and turns your life upside down. When you feel as if you’re a rock sinking in the see and there is no hope for getting back up.
I found out this morning that one of my best friends grandfather died today. I am hurting terribly right now and there is nothing I can do; I would do anything to be home with her during this time. I would do anything to cry with her, and laugh and reminisce her. I want to be there to help take away some of the pain she feels because I know how difficult it is to deal with the death of a loved one. My grandmother died of lung cancer when I was ten years old. Its been a whole nine years since her death and it STILL doesn’t seem real.. the pain still hasn’t gone away. My Uncle died two Christmas’ ago in a burning building (trying to save another man) and not a day goes by that I don’t think about him.